Rest Assured

You know the feeling when everything boils down to one person's decision, and you have no control over it? It's like being stuck on the edge of a cliff, waiting to see if the wind is going to push you over or pull you to safety. Right now, I've been presented with two opportunities, and one of them is much less appealing than the other. Obviously, I'd like to walk away with the more desirable of the two, but it all hangs in the balance of someone else's decision. I desperately need to save money, and I can do with both options, but I'd also love to keep my privacy and sanity. Waiting around for an answer is probably the most frustrating thing in the world. I don't know how to go about planning for something if I'm not sure what that something is yet. Either way, I need to ditch my old attitude and assume a new one...hopefully I find out what that is soon enough...